Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Just came back from work. OT as usual today. But today's OT damn pissed me off. Imagine this.

I was given the task by one of the perm staff to do some research. I cannot diverge more as it contains sensitive issues. I shall give a analogy. The perm staff sent me an email to say: " we are trying to sell a 'bag' to a customer and please try to find out about all the big and nice 'bags' in Asia.

If you were me, what would u do?

1) Find out the big bags and compile a summary of the big bags features
2) Read about the bags available and seek the details that the bags could be put on sale.

I did number 1 but actually he wanted number 2. WTF? am i wrong or wat? I found all the big bags of Asia and was about to leave at 930pm when i went to him. He told me i should do number 2!! I wasn't briefed at all before that u know. He said " those bags are too big, do u tink they will be put on sale? i told him i gathered around 15 such bags and he said " it;s not about the number, not say put 15 different bags and the job is done"

wat the fuck? I sensed he has a underlying meaning in his words. Did he mean i am just trying to get by my PA and not taking my work serious?? If i weren't not serious, i would have left at 6pm sharp and throw him anything that i have found. Would i have stayed until 10pm?

I wondered on the train why did i take this shit. OT plus insult to my ego whereas my friends just look forward to leaving office at 530 or 6pm sharp. And worst thing i had to be nice when i feel like showing him my middle finger. I just to have sleep and forget about this.

I feel like a loser. Pui