Thursday, May 04, 2006

Last night my friends and i were zouk. We are a bunch of die hard zoukies, swearing by the tunes like Square Rooms, Summer Rain and Great Commandment. As usual, whenever i chiong with audrey and gang, we would be dead drunk. Last night was no exception and i swear i found the new meaning of drunk last night.

Indeed, alcohol made us high as we danced to the tunes and i enjoyed it very much. I went totally crazy. But i dun enjoy the hangover i am experiencing right now. The puking is just too disgusting and i am those kind who cannot puke much. Hence, i would be squatting, making those 'want-to vomit' sound. And i was still puking this afternoon when i woke up. WTF! Did i really drink that much or it's just my liver that is so damn slow in processing those booze. and even now i am still sweating like fuck. It's mad.

Actually, i dun like the feeling of getting drunk. The highness is of course tempting but at the point of puking and cannot walk straight, i felt very vulnerable. The feeling of unable to control my own actions scares the shit out of me.And i hate the feeling that i might not be able to go home myself in one piece or scare the shit out of my folks. And yahz, when i am drunk, i became an liability to my friends because they have to control my madness.

I also realised i cry when i am fucking drunk. Dun bother to ask me cos i dun have an answer. I wasn't sad nor troubled by anything but i just cried when i was puking.

Anyway, i should take this opportunity to give some of my friends credit for last night.

Yunting and guanjun>> thanks for sending me home to ensure i dun sleep on the streets

Chang and kanjian>> thanks for taking care of me when we were at the dancefloor. I cannot imagine what would have happened to me if both of you were not around.

Sean>> ohh my fave.yum yum. Though i didn't managed to eat him up, i still must thank you. For being there bahz. I tink you went because u foresee that audrey and i would be fucking drunk. Oh dun be so scared of me, i am a nice person!!

I tink i would probably stop all these shit from now on. It's not fun getting drunk everytime when i go clubbing. I should learn to be a wholesome person. No more booze from now on.