Saturday, July 22, 2006

Back from my 3rd FOC camp, most likely the last one in my life. It was an enjoyable 5 days, not so much of knowing chio or yandao juniors. I enjoyed myself very much because in these 5 days, i get to know my friends betters. In other words, to me it is a gathering of friends.

During school term, everyone is busy with something. It is during this time of the year, friends get together and do stupid things and have a good laugh over nothing. I think i will never forget how all of us sit together to talk cock over a KFC meal or to stand around to laugh at the silly things the freshies do. With each FOC, the few of us just became closer to one another. I wasn't that close to Maxine, Jin Ting, Angela or even my senior Kelvin as a matter. After these few days, i felt as if we have known each other for years. It is simply weird how a camp can bring people together.

Anyway, looking at the freshies just reminded me during my freshies time. I think i was one of the most 'off' freshie during the camp. I am very sure my GLs, like Kelvin, Jinping they all wouldn't have remembered me if i didn;t see them often in school. Cos i was damn quiet and off. Indeed, i am a person who is slow to warm up to others cos i think i am quite conscious of how strangers view me. I guess it is one way how i protect myself as well. Butbut but..i am very sure Kelvin and Jinping would never imagine me to be as crazy as i am today.

Actually how i present to my friends is what i am. From the start. The FOC nor the uni changed me. I am a crazy person to begin with. Licking people, crazy ideas with crazy laughters. I am totally with these man! haha
Of course, there's another side of one which i dun normally show people. I am sure everyone has their dark side which we dun show people.

Anyway, something happened during the camp as well. One guy from my year suddenly my OG as a senior. From the start, he wasn't welcomed by all because he has a bad reputation. Then as the camp progressed, his action just irked most of us. Hence we had a showdown with him after the camp yesterday.

Actually, i was unhappy over the incident as well. Of course i was naturally angry that he tried to be funny with my OG's females, but somehow i was unhappy also we had to resort to like tell him straight at the face that we dun like him. Personally, i wouldn't want to "gan jin sha jue" meaning to have a showdown because the guy might feel upset about the whole thing. Maybe i pity him or something, cos i know from my friends that he has a bad reputation to begin with, doesn't have many friends. This incident is not going to do his reputation or his already diminished circle of friends any good.

Am i too soft hearted or just pure wrong usage of pity?