Tuesday, April 10, 2007

I am feeling kinda under the weather ever since i came back from an interview yesterday morning. The job is prestigious ( yes, it's investment banking) and i am very sure many of my peers are dying to be in my shoes.

The interview didn't went well bcos i was actually grilled for 45 mins which felt like eternity. One of the analyst( promoting to associate soon) asked me some questions on depreciation which i totally screwed it up.

Just when i thought i can jolly well make up my mind to join police( yes, my only job offer currently), they called me up this morning for a second round this week. So my fear is growing with each passing day.

Am i suitable for IB? No doubt the money is lucrative but i always feel it's selling my soul. The first thing they will do on my first work day is to issue me with a Blackberry. And my friends and family might not see me more than 2 days in a week.

Probably i will enjoy the training and the immense opportunities that IB is offering. But in return it is eating up my whole life (at least for the next 2-3 years)

And worst of all, they told me the selected candidate will start in May( they give the candidate one week to unwind after exams). Which means it clashes with my NZ trip. How Chang and KJ??

Pray that they kick me out after round 2 lorz

I need some direction in my life man! I actually dunno what i want in life!