Saturday, June 23, 2007

Feeling bored these days. U can't blame me for feeling so bcos i have been doing practically nothing since i returned from New Zealand. Yes, nothing for the past one week. Not that i mind it because sometimes i enjoy doing nothing.

So, beside out shopping, (yes, i splurged when my income is zero) i just read. Reading some investment books which the company tasked me to. Of course, i learnt a deal from those reading, totally different from what the school has taught.

I have been feeling very angsty these days as well. Probably i am feeling emotionally disturbed when all my friends have started/going to start working in those prestigous firms. Ok u can say i am a bit jealous. Hey! At least i am being honest ok!

I suddenly have an idea yesterday. I was actually hoping that my company would let me start work later. I know i want to be with my company bcos what they are offering to me is exactly the challenge i am looking for, but i hope that i can do some contract work in some bank such as in Operations of sort to learn more things, know more people.

But crazy! I would also panic if the company postpones my commencement date! Maybe they will take me in after all and all sorts of nonsense will arise.

Haiz..Dunno what i want!