Monday, November 05, 2007

So this is my last week in London. I know i should be working but yet i am doing this entry.

I am feeling down because i am shifting again. After like 3-4 weeks, i have got used to the life in London, but i need to pack up and go. King Yaw asked me how come i have started to like London, since it is crowded, tube is bad, us being treated as 2nd class citizens( this is true, no matter what people say).

Actually, it is not the place. It is more of the people. I am so glad that i have King Yaw and his flat mates around during my time here. I will not die of boredom of course, but my experience in London will surely be totally different. We bonded so well, and i drop by their house so often for dinner and staying overnight. It just feels so good to have friends with you, especially overseas.

I will so miss them when i leave. They are my friends, my travel mates.

I will miss my Lithuanian friends when i leave for Singapore as well, but i dun tink it is that bad bcos in King Yaw's place, i feel as if i am in Singapore. A little Singapore in the big London.

I know i will be back to London in the future, the place may probably still look the same. Buckingham Palace, London Eye will still be around, but the friends may not be as they will graduate and seek their own career.

I sound emotional. I am and close friends know that i am.

Sometimes, i think i shouldn't be in this line. It is so hard to leave a place where i have grown emotionally attached to. I dun find it hard to adapt to a new life, but i find it hard to leave.

And everytime i leave, i have to go through the same shit again. Alas